And yet, seemingly in stark contradiction to his desires, I recognise that my refusal to grant him permission to have sex with other men has been deeply reassuring for him. I know that obeying my command has not always been easy for him thus I consider it all the more a credit to him as my slave, that he has been faithful to my command. And yet, (with only one exception) he has never been allowed sex with another man. In fact, this significant desire of his was probably even present during that decisive moment we shared 6 years ago that moment when he pledged his life to me. Yes, for as long as I have known him, slave b. I have always been keenly aware that he has wanted sex with other men. is now, finally allowed to play with others. I recently made the decision that slave b.
